Existence!

And the things we don't need
And the things we don't desire
And the things are illusion
On the other side of existence

Skipping to the void
Drifting to the calm
No learning, No seeking
On the other side of existence

Indefinite is the emotion
Deepest is the silence
Peace is the word
On the other side of existence

Nothing I say
Infinity I see
Life I feel
And Wonders I live
On the other side of existence

Inevitable!

2 saal beet gaye.. Ye bhi nhi keh sakta k samay ka pta bhi chala.. Tumhare sath ne safar aasan kia tha.. Aur phr bas samay katne laga.. Zindagi bhi kitni hairan karti hai.. Jo chaho wo ho jaye to Zindagi bhi khafa hone lagti hai.. Kitni umeedein hoti hain humse dusro ko.. Aur usme khud ki umeedon ka ehsas bhi panap nhi pata.. Kya socha kya hua, kuch aise hi beeta ye samay.. Palon ke guzarne k sath dhundhla ho chala tha umeedon ka karwan.. Haar manna to seekha hi nhi tha.. Par jeetne ka suroor bhi to kho hi gaya tha.. Aur jo aaj ye ehsas hai.. Nhi pta har ka hai ya jeet ka.. Bas ek awara ruh hai.. Log samajhte hain bhatki hui.. Par wo anjaan ho chali hai safar aur manzil se'

Its love that I ride!

Its been long, I have been here,
But don't you think, I am lost somewhere!
My mind reminds me of what I was,
And of course, those memories of past!
A moment forged with love and care,
I remember everything we shared!
Fights and grudges and secrets and dreams,
Last sight of you and bite of food,
even remember the grass and rain,
the chill that shivers me again!
Its been long, that I have cared,
But you know I just quit to share!
Don't you think I am not the same,
More likely, none should be blamed!
I believe, I dream, I hope,
Wait and think of that one soul!
I live, I laugh and I smile,
With a broken heart some day I cry,
Knowing life is nothing but a try,
I'll keep going on and I don't lie!
Destiny is to loose and be lost with pride,
And I will say it's love that I ride!

Intezar

Teri yaadon me sehma ye dil,
Kehta tha dastan ek sapne ki,
Ek pal ne churaya tha ise,
Teri ankhon me khoya tha dil,
Dard de gaya jate hue,
Tanha kar gaya dil,
Ankhe bhari thi, nam thi,
Ankhe khali hain phr b nam hain,
Sapne bhi le gaya ye dil,
Teri yadon me sehma sa dil,
Ajnabee khud se aaj hum,
Waqt me khoyi khoyi,
Ruki ye zindagi besharam,
Intezar us lamhe ka jab intejar ho khatam,
Uljhi hui saanson ka ulajhna ho khatam,
Is andhere me chupi khwaishon ki kiran,
Tere sadke me jhuki palkon ki kasam,
Intezar us lamhe ka jab intezar ho khatam!

saransh

Aaj humne shayad akhri bar bat ki, main nhi chahta tha aisa kabhi ho, wo bhi nhi chahti thi aisa kabhi ho, par kuch logon ki jagah sirf dil or yadon me hi hoti hai, zindagi se unka koi shayad kuch lena dena nhi.
Ek saal hone ko aya tha hamare 3 mahine k sath ko pura hue, un sath k kuch palon ki chaap jyada gehri thi dimag pe, par us ek chot ne bikher k rakh dia sapno ki duniya ko.
Ye hum dono ko pta hai jo
hua bhaut galat hua. Jo hum abhi kar rahe hain wo b galat hai aur shayad shi bhi, sath to hum khush reh na payein aur dur bhi.. par ek dusre ko dukh dene ka silsila thamna hi behter hoga.
Jo main uske lie chahta hun, wo bhi mere lie wohi chahti hai par ajeeb ye hai k, jo main chahta hun wo nhi chahti aur jo wo chahti hai main chah kar bhi nhi chah sakta.
Ise zindagi ka ek aur ansh kahun ya zindagi ka saransh, samajhne me waqt lagega aur waqt hi to aisi cheez hai jiski kami nhi ho sakti is zindagi me. kuch gine hue palon se bandha samay yehi ishara karta hai, kash unhi haseen palon me zindagi guzar jati!

random thoughts....

this is it can't take anymore
want to say a lot , but short of words so pure

this is it can't wait anymore
have lots of stuff but no time to score

here it is , i can feel the end
so near n so hard to withstand,

here is the time to do something fine
amazing n awesome, to make it worth a lifetime

remeber me,
remember you,
remember the things we do,

sweet n sour the talks we had
its time to add spice to that

lets make it worth n remember till the end of earth!

let me fall, let me fly
into d deep blue sea n sky
let me sleep again into a dream with thy

be happy always n never cry
to appreciate the moments let me try

one more chance , one more life
to bring back the feeling that you hide

in twinkling eyes n sweet smile
let me search the gift of life
one for you n one only mine

:)

random thoughts cont....

sometimes sorry is not the right word,
sometimes something makes you numb,
sometimes you just wanna run away,
sometime there's nothing to say,
sometime nothing matters and everything is blank,
sometimes wait never ends,

at that time all you need is one step,
this time its mine,
and sometimes you have to take...