love - the other side!

Lucky are those who find true love in this world!
But, what about those, who loose it in front of their eyes!
The worst fact: It’s like impossible to live after losing true love!
Losing something close to our heart hurts, no matter how small it is and if its love you just can't afford to lose that. It’s even worse if it remains incomplete!
You were dreaming and hoping, you were about to have all the happiness in this world in your reach and suddenly you loose it all, without any fucking reason. So many plans, everything set to be perfect, and ...... it’s gone, all gone, nothing can be done. You are broken! You can't blame anything, and even if you can, it won't be doing anything good.
Life is no good if such thing fuck you up; you are always going to curse why this happen to me! And there’s no ‘move on’ for this. Simply, this isn’t Life!

The unusual!

Truth, like a medicine, though bitter in taste but heals…
Its late night, I can feel the silence of darkness but it isn’t scary. In fact, it’s promising; it can never be worse then this. It’s raining. It’s not good. This rain is not to hide my tears. It’s lightning but this doesn’t show me any path. I can listen to the sound of falling rain but I don’t feel happy anymore as I used to when I was a child. The world is not good anymore.
The real fact: world has never been good. It was me. We just see others like we are. Now I am not good. I have lost my innocence; I have become one of you. Should I be happy? No, I can’t be. I have to be different, I still need to see the world as I used to. The world will be good again.The rains will never be so strange again.
What, I’ll be ruined? I don’t care! But I can’t live like this, this is not me. This is just you inside me.
I want to be me. The unusual!