reason

So many voices, so many thoughts,
Killing me sweetly and I can’t resist,
Feeling no pain but I’m not numb,
I can feel the wind, the chill and the rain,
I can’t figure out what’s going wrong,
But I’m not dumb, I know it’s bad and can’t stay too long,
It’s going to end with me or alone,
But I’m not weak to say I QUIT,
Just need the REASON to resist.