Existence!

And the things we don't need
And the things we don't desire
And the things are illusion
On the other side of existence

Skipping to the void
Drifting to the calm
No learning, No seeking
On the other side of existence

Indefinite is the emotion
Deepest is the silence
Peace is the word
On the other side of existence

Nothing I say
Infinity I see
Life I feel
And Wonders I live
On the other side of existence

Inevitable!

2 saal beet gaye.. Ye bhi nhi keh sakta k samay ka pta bhi chala.. Tumhare sath ne safar aasan kia tha.. Aur phr bas samay katne laga.. Zindagi bhi kitni hairan karti hai.. Jo chaho wo ho jaye to Zindagi bhi khafa hone lagti hai.. Kitni umeedein hoti hain humse dusro ko.. Aur usme khud ki umeedon ka ehsas bhi panap nhi pata.. Kya socha kya hua, kuch aise hi beeta ye samay.. Palon ke guzarne k sath dhundhla ho chala tha umeedon ka karwan.. Haar manna to seekha hi nhi tha.. Par jeetne ka suroor bhi to kho hi gaya tha.. Aur jo aaj ye ehsas hai.. Nhi pta har ka hai ya jeet ka.. Bas ek awara ruh hai.. Log samajhte hain bhatki hui.. Par wo anjaan ho chali hai safar aur manzil se'

Its love that I ride!

Its been long, I have been here,
But don't you think, I am lost somewhere!
My mind reminds me of what I was,
And of course, those memories of past!
A moment forged with love and care,
I remember everything we shared!
Fights and grudges and secrets and dreams,
Last sight of you and bite of food,
even remember the grass and rain,
the chill that shivers me again!
Its been long, that I have cared,
But you know I just quit to share!
Don't you think I am not the same,
More likely, none should be blamed!
I believe, I dream, I hope,
Wait and think of that one soul!
I live, I laugh and I smile,
With a broken heart some day I cry,
Knowing life is nothing but a try,
I'll keep going on and I don't lie!
Destiny is to loose and be lost with pride,
And I will say it's love that I ride!

Intezar

Teri yaadon me sehma ye dil,
Kehta tha dastan ek sapne ki,
Ek pal ne churaya tha ise,
Teri ankhon me khoya tha dil,
Dard de gaya jate hue,
Tanha kar gaya dil,
Ankhe bhari thi, nam thi,
Ankhe khali hain phr b nam hain,
Sapne bhi le gaya ye dil,
Teri yadon me sehma sa dil,
Ajnabee khud se aaj hum,
Waqt me khoyi khoyi,
Ruki ye zindagi besharam,
Intezar us lamhe ka jab intejar ho khatam,
Uljhi hui saanson ka ulajhna ho khatam,
Is andhere me chupi khwaishon ki kiran,
Tere sadke me jhuki palkon ki kasam,
Intezar us lamhe ka jab intezar ho khatam!

saransh

Aaj humne shayad akhri bar bat ki, main nhi chahta tha aisa kabhi ho, wo bhi nhi chahti thi aisa kabhi ho, par kuch logon ki jagah sirf dil or yadon me hi hoti hai, zindagi se unka koi shayad kuch lena dena nhi.
Ek saal hone ko aya tha hamare 3 mahine k sath ko pura hue, un sath k kuch palon ki chaap jyada gehri thi dimag pe, par us ek chot ne bikher k rakh dia sapno ki duniya ko.
Ye hum dono ko pta hai jo
hua bhaut galat hua. Jo hum abhi kar rahe hain wo b galat hai aur shayad shi bhi, sath to hum khush reh na payein aur dur bhi.. par ek dusre ko dukh dene ka silsila thamna hi behter hoga.
Jo main uske lie chahta hun, wo bhi mere lie wohi chahti hai par ajeeb ye hai k, jo main chahta hun wo nhi chahti aur jo wo chahti hai main chah kar bhi nhi chah sakta.
Ise zindagi ka ek aur ansh kahun ya zindagi ka saransh, samajhne me waqt lagega aur waqt hi to aisi cheez hai jiski kami nhi ho sakti is zindagi me. kuch gine hue palon se bandha samay yehi ishara karta hai, kash unhi haseen palon me zindagi guzar jati!

random thoughts....

this is it can't take anymore
want to say a lot , but short of words so pure

this is it can't wait anymore
have lots of stuff but no time to score

here it is , i can feel the end
so near n so hard to withstand,

here is the time to do something fine
amazing n awesome, to make it worth a lifetime

remeber me,
remember you,
remember the things we do,

sweet n sour the talks we had
its time to add spice to that

lets make it worth n remember till the end of earth!

let me fall, let me fly
into d deep blue sea n sky
let me sleep again into a dream with thy

be happy always n never cry
to appreciate the moments let me try

one more chance , one more life
to bring back the feeling that you hide

in twinkling eyes n sweet smile
let me search the gift of life
one for you n one only mine

:)

random thoughts cont....

sometimes sorry is not the right word,
sometimes something makes you numb,
sometimes you just wanna run away,
sometime there's nothing to say,
sometime nothing matters and everything is blank,
sometimes wait never ends,

at that time all you need is one step,
this time its mine,
and sometimes you have to take...

Here I say Goodbye my friends

I have seen people from many places,
I have seen them doing things,
Some, their own way and many following them,
Some, facing the challenges and many avoiding them,
Some as individuals and many as crowd,
Some living the life and many just trying…
In some years, I have lived a life,
A life so true, a life so fake,
Sometimes so weird I felt amazed,
Through many stages and here it ends.
A few final days to remember the mates,
Some beautiful moments and some silly mistakes,
A few last days to remember the place,
And some bunks to hang out with friends,
I have learnt a lesson; nothing is constant except change,
And here is the time for inevitable change,
Here this beautiful journey ends,
It’s time to say Goodbye, and here I say Goodbye my friends.

random love

You are the one, you are my destiny,
You are the one with whom I want to be,
Let the sky fall on to me,
Let me drown in to the sea,
I know it is the time to see,
You are the only girl for me,
I have been waiting for the deal,
To see this change to real from reel,
Let this world ends here for me,
Let me be the one with will so free,
I know I’m living the dream,
Come to me and enjoy the scene,
It is no more I’m feeling alone,
It is no more I’m afraid of any loss,
You are the one, you are my destiny,
You are the one with whom I want to be.

The lonely guy

A lonely guy in the crowd,
Missing love and care around,
Can’t believe who call themselves friend,
Wondering why they just pretend,
Loosing the faith in himself,
Thinking is he really so bad!
Is it the expectations of the people around?
Taking him closer to the solitaire ground,
He can’t feel the affectionate warmth or hear any adorable sound,
Or is it only his infinite desires,
Making him feel lonely when he isn’t admired,
But whatsoever happen, life goes on,
Some brilliant said, the show must go on!

Wish i could, hate you!

Hate you, when your hair kisses your cheeks,
Hate you, when you say me please,
Hate you, when I hear your voice,
Hate you, when I see you all night,
Wish I could hate you each n every time.

Hate you, when you are full of joy,
Hate you, when you always want to enjoy,
Hate you, when you giggle around,
Hate you, when you look different in crowd,
Wish I could hate you each n every time.

Hate you every time you look at me,
Hate you every time you talk to me,
Every time, for everything you asked me,
I wasn't your lover, not even your friend,
Now I can't be your lover, dun wanna be your friend,

Wish I could hate you for you being you,
Wish I could stop loving you for everything that is you!

reason

So many voices, so many thoughts,
Killing me sweetly and I can’t resist,
Feeling no pain but I’m not numb,
I can feel the wind, the chill and the rain,
I can’t figure out what’s going wrong,
But I’m not dumb, I know it’s bad and can’t stay too long,
It’s going to end with me or alone,
But I’m not weak to say I QUIT,
Just need the REASON to resist.

love - the other side!

Lucky are those who find true love in this world!
But, what about those, who loose it in front of their eyes!
The worst fact: It’s like impossible to live after losing true love!
Losing something close to our heart hurts, no matter how small it is and if its love you just can't afford to lose that. It’s even worse if it remains incomplete!
You were dreaming and hoping, you were about to have all the happiness in this world in your reach and suddenly you loose it all, without any fucking reason. So many plans, everything set to be perfect, and ...... it’s gone, all gone, nothing can be done. You are broken! You can't blame anything, and even if you can, it won't be doing anything good.
Life is no good if such thing fuck you up; you are always going to curse why this happen to me! And there’s no ‘move on’ for this. Simply, this isn’t Life!

The unusual!

Truth, like a medicine, though bitter in taste but heals…
Its late night, I can feel the silence of darkness but it isn’t scary. In fact, it’s promising; it can never be worse then this. It’s raining. It’s not good. This rain is not to hide my tears. It’s lightning but this doesn’t show me any path. I can listen to the sound of falling rain but I don’t feel happy anymore as I used to when I was a child. The world is not good anymore.
The real fact: world has never been good. It was me. We just see others like we are. Now I am not good. I have lost my innocence; I have become one of you. Should I be happy? No, I can’t be. I have to be different, I still need to see the world as I used to. The world will be good again.The rains will never be so strange again.
What, I’ll be ruined? I don’t care! But I can’t live like this, this is not me. This is just you inside me.
I want to be me. The unusual!